Don't give up on MEDont give up on ME
Your eyes are filled with sympathy
Sadness for not seeing what you once adored
Sorry I disappoint you
I do not mean to
I died along the way
I languish in the inability to make things right
Unable to control my destructive circumstances emasculates me
I guess I am floundering in self pity
Once My belief structures were shattered
I became subject to most any outcome
Whatever is?Is Whatever Will Be
I can not distinguish anything
I am usually not a fatalist
I am the most positive thinking person I know
My shinny outlook is now fading
What is the purpose of this lifes travesty?
I miss you my beloved: I miss US
I am afraid that our love may be the last casualty
The final victim of this unearned circumstantial barrage
I do not want to lose you
You have been broken down by my having been broken
I try to pick myself up
There has been no real opportunity for me
I will not fail you: I will never give up HOPE
It may be too late
We may already b
Wish I could reach out and touch your delicious flesh
and lick the curve of your ear and worship your body as
a penitent follower of a creature made to be set high.
Take these broken wings of mine and send me soaring,
knowing our kind of happiness is measured out in miles.
Simple adoration, enfolded in the arms of a mortal god
across the universe of our daily lives and dreams.
His smile spreads lighting up his face in such a way
that invokes delight within all senses through my flesh;
begging with those eyes to pull me closer and closer.
The voice of an adonis quiets when those words--
only three little words, oh please love, love me do;
nigh whispered across space and time and age
to tickle my ears and seduce my emotions in such a way
I feel like I'm bound with understanding and devotion.
Twisted and tied with all my love, and never wanting freedom
from the desires that burn beneath pale willing skin.
Instant karma's gonna get us, sooner or later so they say,
but it works both ways. I